ive shed more tears than anyone will ever know…
i put on my brave face infront of everyone..but once they leave i break down…
right now me and my father got into an argument….my brother came and hugged me while i cried the hardest and loudest i think ive ever cried (because normally i cry into a pillow and try to make as little sound as possible) but right as my mom came, i couldnt let her see me upset…it kills her and makes her so stressed and upset. I stopped crying immediately and told her i was “fine” with a smile….im too used to this now…

that feeling..
Truth.
I’ve never been kissed.
I’ve never had a boyfriend.
I’ve never even been asked out.

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